The legendary Shock
G of Digital
Underground has officially announced his retirement via an open letter to
fans. Read on...
I "m retiring from all forms of studio work and song writing.
My reasons for retiring are:
1. I get no satisfaction or fulfillment from it anymore. It doesn "t make me
happy. On the contrary, it depresses me.
Normally I "m not depressed, it "s only surrounding the studio. I "m happy when
I " "m away from the studio.
2. Can "t make a living at it. 90% of the studio work I "ve done in the last
6 years has all been either for free or for peanuts, and hasn "t generated any
income since.
3. It drives me to do drugs, cause I HATE BEING IN THE STUDIO. To much pressure
& expectation for me to make/save/spark someone else "s career or project.
4. I quit the studio. Fuck the studio.
5. I can "t win in the studio, It "s pointless, it "s a "catch 22" for
me, watch:
If what I do sucks, it tarnishes the legacy, hurts the family, and even lowers
the price, and also leaves the artists & involved-companies unhappy;
But if what I do shines, it generates more studio work for the future, and further
traps me in the music business, a business I have no intention of slaving to
the rest of my life. I gave it 20 years. I "m done.
6. Every man has the right to the pursuit of happiness and should first try
a job that he might gain happiness & fulfillment from. This doesn "t make
me happy anymore, it makes me miserable and a drug addict.
7. I " "m done widdit. Whew!
YES, it already feels great already just to say it!!!
I most likely will try my hand at some of these:
> writing (Afeni assures me this is my true calling every time she see "s
me. Maybe she "s right?)
> acting
> stage performing, meaning accepting tours or positions in other bands
doing keys & background vocals. (IF it "s real and if the moneys good. No
amateur or free stuff anymore.)
> regular jobs in service (like clubs, hotels, TV show bands or staff, restaurants,
who knows?)
> ..and of course still do digital tours cause it PAYS and people don "t
expect me & Mon (grown men) to work for free, like all the studio requests.
I " "m 42 and have wants/needs/bills/responsibilities.
So there it is, spread the word, I quit.
I don "t make beats, I don "t do vocals, I don "t write vocals, NONE OF IT.
Those of you who are friends, will be happy for me. Happy that I shook something
that was making me miserable.
Those of you who had plans to "use" or manipulate me at the expense
of my own health & happiness, will be upset about this. All I can say to
those would be, you "re free to do whatever you wish, and so am I.
I choose to QUIT.
there it is.
Thanx everybody, spread the word
shock
hiphopgods.rapstation.com
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